I’ve heard you say you’ve had it with relationships but here’s my promise; I promise to cushion the roller coaster ride with my unconditional love
You say you’re don’t wanna go through the heartaches again but here’s my promise; I’ll be the sun the parts the grey skies of agony and broken promises
You wanna wait till you’re ready, you say you don’t wanna rush into another relation because you love too & have high expectations, but here’s my promise; I promise to love & protect you with every inch of my being
You’ve heard people say good things comes to those who wait, well I’ve learned a heart wants what the heart & since I’ve got a weak heart, I’d hate to disappoint it, anyways here’s my promise; I will give it my all to see you smile whenever you think of us, I’ll give it my all to protect like you’re my heart
“Promises, promises, promises”, you exclaim… you’re tired of hearing all that coz all the guys are the same, they want you for your physical features but here’s my promise; I promise to adore you for your physique, your persona, your soul, even those freckles and I promise there’s more to you than your physical attributes
I promise those sunday walks in the park will never get old, I promise to be there to raise our seeds, I promise to love you as long as I still have a pulse.
I’m the happiest I’ve been all year but all I’m thinking is when is it all gonna end.. When will this feeling be taken away from me again. That’s what they always do. I get a simple glimpse of what joy feels like and it slips away from my fingers as if it was never there. I’m scared, I’m scared of my own insecurities. I’m scared that I’ll impose all my fears of being left alone on you and blame you for something you’ve never done. You don’t deserve it and I don’t deserve sleepless nights of thinking and wondering if you’re right for me or not.. If you’ll hurt me and dessert me like every nigger has.. Trust levels are at Zero- doubts sky scraping at a 100. I’m not ready!! I’m not ready for a relationship nor ready to put my trust in you. What we have is okay, because it makes me forget all the pain I’ve been put through throughout my whole life of relationships. How do I trust you when you settle for whatever thing that gets put on the table? This shows you have no balance. Temptation easily takes over your mind and you always let it get the best of you & your mind. I’m fine with you, please. No levels
by: @Ofentse_Tsie & @Just_Karabo
Her past is haunting her. I’ve got her demons to fight and prove that I’m far different from the ship she was in. We were both drowning in agony and loneliness. We’d often cry ourselves to sleep, because of the awful decision we took without thinking properly. Who would’ve thought I’d ever be here again. I swore I’d never love again, let anyone in again. I swore no one would ever get close to me again. Then you showed up and broke down all my walls, you shut down all my defenses. I’m scared, but you reassure every day I have nothing to be scared of. In your arms I have security, in your heart I have love, love I’ve never felt in such a long time. You taught me to let go of all my fears, to love like I’ve never been hurt before. Oh No.. I think I’m falling for you..
By: @Ofentse_Tsie & @Just_Karabo