Luckily I wasn’t attached. The vision was blurry. Had second thoughts. Didn’t believe in us to grow. I could feel the dark cloud covering me every time I’m with you and when I am thinking about you. I said I needed a woman. I thought you were one. I went through a lot of things in life with you. Lost myself along the way, because my aim was to make you happy. I’d go all out just to see you smile, but what did I get in return?? A cold shoulder?! Your friends were the ones in a relationship with me, not you. All the things you did for me were suggested by them you never made any decision just by yourself yet you still want me to take you back. I don’t want you back in my life. I want someone who knows how to stay not the one who just pop up and then disappear.
We not ourselves anymore we’ve put out our hearts-out for people we thought really cared about us when the whole art crashed it had us feeling lonely lost in the world full of darkness where you only find broken hearts, alcoholics. We were around people who were like us yet we couldn’t find closure/comfort the silence up in there when we looked back we could feel the wounds-opening up again we just feel like we should give up because no one will ever love our lost souls we’ve lived through bent places just to flee from the pain but things didn’t seem to change.
By : @Ofentse_Tsie